PS: i love you

Hi, Justin

I don’t even know why I’m writing it, but I’m super confused, I’m lost and idk what I’m feeling. I don’t even know if you will read it, probably not, but ok.

Everything is different right? I know you are tired, I know you are overwhelmed by all this. And I know too that you don’t want that nobody relies, but, its in your face. This sunglasses, you really use because of ´´style´´? Or because your eyes are are tired and dull? if was because of style ok, I’m wrong. These tattoos, I will not judge because I cant, who am I to judge you?? And I like them, i know that is a way to you express yourself, better that than the other way. I know, you know, everybody knows that you smoke weed, but its ok, I think that is part of the stress of fame  you know? I’m not saying that you’re right, I’m saying that I understand you.  Oh, and no, I’m not here to judge you, I’m here because I want to tell to someone how I fell, but no one get it, even me. You must be thinking ´´oh, and she thinks that I will get´´ no, but... idk, just read.

Yesterday you had that misunderstood with that fan, ok, everybody have misunderstood, but I just want to ask you to think, who your true friends are? If you are thinking ´´I don’t know´´ look around you, who are with you since very beginning? I can say some names, like Alfredo, he’s with you every moment of your life, he knows you, and I know that he is important to you. Ryan buttler, I know too that he is important, he is with you since you both were kids, and he is with you today, when you 2 are already men. Chaz, he talk a little too much, truth, but he loves you, and you love him, he support you since you were a kid too, and I’m sure that he will be there to you when you need. Ok, I’m not there, I don’t know how you fell, I don’t know what you pass through over the cameras, but I know that these 3 are with you for everything.

Today, after you had defended your friends, one of them answered a belieber on twitter, and I can tell you that he wasn’t nice, at all. He even saied that YOU was laughing of she with him, what I don’t believe.

Before you have mad on me, I just want to say to you that I’m sorry, in my name and of all beliebers, if we suffocate you, and let you angry. I'm sorry if we are overprotective, and sorry if we are exaggerated sometimes. But being a fan is something difficult, is something that I dont understand, and we cant explain, we just feel it. We feel an unconditionally love, we feel in our right to say to you when you are right or wrong, and most of the times, we can’t, I think that sometimes we can let you down instead put you up. And I’m really sorry if one day we disappointed you.

I didn’t wanted talk about it but I will because you will never read it anyway. I was thinking if was because of us that you and selena brok up. I would NEVER want to toke from you your happiness, and I feel like it was taken. I tought that we, beliebers, could put you up and make you happy for our own, but I realized that we cant, we are just I little bit of your life, while you have other things. And saying it I’m thinking why you are everything in my life if you really don’t know me, if I’m just one more in million of fans. But its something that I don’t chose, it just happened. NO I’M NOT SAYING IF I COULD CHOICE I WOULD MAKE DIFERENT because I wouldn’t, but I just don’t get it.

These last few months have not been easy; in fact, this year wasn’t one of the best, for you and for us! We hold the world for you, you know that, and you do this for us, we know. Our relationship is one that is forever and I can confirm you that, your beliebers will be here for EVERYTHING, there is nothing that can hit us that we can not overcome. ´´this is unbreakble´´ right? Just remember that when everybody turn their backs for you, we'll be here with open arms. Doesn’t matter what you do, we can be mad, we can be hurt, we can think of give up, but you give us strength to continue believing, AND I BELIEVE, I believe that one day I will hug you, I just don’t have 1,300 dollars to do it, but I’m saving money to get it. You will, see, the next time you come to brazil I will be there on you m&g waiting to see you, finally. Ok I will stop dreaming hahaha.
And for least, i want to thank you for beeing such a wonderful man, for made so many people happy everyday, for doing so many things for the others, for always give back, and keep yourself humble. you dont have idea how much i'm proud of you, every single day, i woke up, look at your pic and think ´´how i'm proud of you´´. you make us believe in our dreams, and you show us that everything is possible right? 

I hope with all my forces that you read it, and don’t be mad with me, I just wanted to say wat I’m feeling. If you need something, you know you have people on your side, I’m not saying us, because we are so far, but you have people who you can trust, there, around you, just think better, WHO? I love you justin, I really do, I learned what is love, it seems fool, but it is true.  I hope one day I find a boy so perfect to me like you are.

Bye

@supporttingdrew/@jbsquares